For some reason, my grandmother raised me alone. My mother turned out to be a cuckoo, and I never saw my father. 10 years ago my grandfather passed away. My grandmother and I are left with each other all over the world. We have no relatives, no friends either… I work in a pharmacy, I earn a little, but it is enough for both of us to live. For about 15-20 years I have been overweight. Hence, I have complexes, and childhood traumas are added to them. And all this, like a snowball, only grows over the years. Because of this ball, I have never had a husband… and will never have one.
I gave up on my personal life long ago. Recently, my health has deteriorated sharply. Doctors advised me to have an operation, but I had no money. Then my grandmother said that she had some savings for a rainy day. She paid for the whole operation and also paid for a few days in the hospital. I was discharged, returned home, and then my grandmother said this… I still do not get over it. It turns out she didn’t have any money. She took this money from the bank, and then took out a second loan to pay off the first one, and got into such a credit vicious circle.
The amount was such that I will not earn so much in my whole life… If I knew where my grandmother got the money, I would not have agreed to this operation: it was not so urgent. Now I don’t know what to do. After a month of absence, I was fired from work, but even working, I received 3 times less than the monthly loan amount. Well, didn’t the bank see that my grandmother is over 90? How could they trust her with such money?







