I want to share with you my story and my experiences, I have never told anyone about this and will never tell anyone. I have no close friends, no siblings to whom I would confide. I am an only daughter, have a college education. As it happens, I have not worked anywhere officially.
Five years ago my parents had a breakdown, my mother was leaving us. I would like to say that I had a difficult childhood related to my parents’ relationship, I have a lot of nervous tics, fears, phobias. I’m a grown woman now, and I’m still attached to my mom and dad. And there’s no way to fix it.
I got married and my mother went back to my father. My husband is from out of town and after we got married we all live together at my parents’ house. There is a child, 1 year and 8 months. My husband started reproaching me for not working. I tried to look for a job, but at this point my mother said that she would leave us then, that she was not going to waste her years and sit in four walls with a child. Although in fact she is, only with me.
The father drinks very often, scandals, fights with me, with my mother. I can’t leave them, as they are completely drunk. My husband does not support me, reproaches me every chance he gets, says: “You sit at home, while I work.
I am at a standstill, I feel very bad. I am confused. I really love my child, my family. But I do not know what to do. There’s nowhere to go, I can’t leave everyone behind. There is no one I can cry to. There are relatives, but they will only discuss my family later.
Please help me with advice. I am writing this for the first and only time. By the way, a psychologist did not help me.
