I can’t stand my life. I took an impulse and enrolled in a stupid technical school for construction workers, where no one needs training, everyone understands that they will work for pennies on the construction site, and some believe that they will immediately be a foreman and everything will be fine. But I’m sorry, since the teachers say that if you don’t work in practice in the summer with real workers insulting you at every turn, working for pennies, you won’t get a job at all when you graduate.
But my favorite classmates think otherwise, I do not understand why I entered this institution. But one thing I know for sure – I do not have the slightest desire to stay in it further. I decided to take the USE because it’s up to me and everything will be fine, but I chose the direction that I like and can think in this way. I began to prepare diligently, it would seem that everything is fine, in the daytime I am with my parents, in the evening with my girlfriend, and at night I prepare for exams. But again, a big “but” is that I have not looked at the availability of budget places for the specialty of psychology, and to study for a fee, not that my conscience, my parents will not allow me, the financial issue, as they say.
I’m sitting here writing this story to express my outrage and my impulsive outbursts of emotion. I think I have bipolar disorder, although I haven’t seen a psychiatrist, I don’t know for sure, but I doubt normal people think like that.
Thank you all for reading and responding.
