I am 28 years old, I have two beautiful children, but what is going on in my family makes me unhappy. My husband drinks heavily. He doesn’t really work, he’s not at home, he just comes home to sleep and eat, his first priority is his friends and alcohol, and he’s not interested in me and the kids. I cry all the time, I tell him it’s bad, and he doesn’t care.
We met in 2014, started dating, everything was good, we quickly started living in a rented apartment. There were grand plans, but my husband started leaving the house to drink with friends, disappearing at night, cheating, I knew all this and suffered, forgave and believed his promises.
There were days when he didn’t drink and everything was fine. Then we bought a house, we had an idyll sometimes. In 2017 we had our long-awaited son, but my husband didn’t quit drinking. In 2019 a daughter was born, but my husband wouldn’t stop drinking and made my life unbearable. He made me a maid and a babysitter. I don’t know why I am still with him. Every day pain and tears, a lot of debts, and no money. My husband does not work, my earnings are only enough for food and not enough.
And he drinks and it doesn’t matter to him what the children eat, I have to carry everything on me. I put up with it all, but I can’t leave. Maybe I love him, or maybe I’m afraid to be alone with my kids, who no one wants.
Don’t judge me harshly, because you don’t know my whole life.
