I am 37 years old, married with two children. I have never had any special temperament or cheated on my husband.
About a year and a half ago, some anonymous person started writing to me on one of the social networks. An account that did not indicate any data, no age or position. You know, it happens, sometimes they write all sorts of obscenities, usually you throw it on the blacklist, and that’s the end of it. But here somehow gradually, imperceptibly I was drawn into this communication. First, just links to all sorts of resources with light erotica, stories, photos. Then the viewing of adult films and mutual discussion.
At first I didn’t take it seriously. But then, somehow I realized that communicating with this unknown person really moves me. I look forward to hearing from him and wondering what’s going to happen and stuff like that. In addition, there touched on some topics that I am interested in, but I hide that interest from my husband. Then I began to even enjoy the communication and during it.
Now, at the moment such communication is even more interesting to me than regular s#x with my husband. Frankly speaking, even during intimacy with my husband, I imagine plots from videos and stories that my unknown companion throws to me.
This communication corrupts me, I realize that I started to think about s#x more often, about all sorts of deviations and so on. And at the same time I have no idea who it could be.
It’s very scary that he has all of our correspondence, sometimes I think it’s someone I know. But anyway I can’t stop myself. Lately I even do all kinds of tasks with reports for him, I understand that it is not normal and can end badly, but I can’t help myself.
